HELP - Crush on married man :(?

DAMN! that is quite mess you got yourself in...sweety, why would you do that in the first place? i understand how you could have developed feelings for this man and i can easily see why his wife is jealous. but doesnt that sound a little bizarre to you? screwing a man with his wife watching? just a little? im not judging by the way. i think you should tell him how you feel? who knows, maybe he'd divorce his wife and you two get married? good luck and i wish you the best.